Wednesday, November 11, 2009

One Year Ago Today


One year ago today, Ed had the first seizure, which would change his life forever. Here are the highlights of the past year:

11/11/2008: First seizure which was misdiagnosed in the ER as heart attack. Was given several heart related tests, and sent home after four days in the hospital, with a heart monitor.

11/26/2008: Second seizure. Upon arrival at ER was given CAT scan of the head. Mass on brain discovered. Spent Thanksgiving in the hospital.

(In the photo, Ed rests while receiving Chemo, November 4, 2009.)


12/3/2008: Ed has brain surgery remove brain mass. Dr. Walpert, nuerosurgeon, confirmed her fears of Glioblastoma Multiforme, a deadly form of brain cancer. Predicts Ed will survive 4 to 6 months.

12/22/2008: Celebrated family Christmas at my brother's house, From all appearances Ed looks healthy and normal.

12/31/2008: New Year's Eve. Ed has 3rd and 4th seizures. His seizure medication is adjusted.

01/12/2009: Ed has first radiation session which will last for six weeks. Also begins chemotherapy with Temodar.

01/14/2009: Seizures #5, #6 and #7 come on this day. The following day he sees Dr. Mitchell, nuerologist for seizures. Dr. Mitchell adds Lyrica to accompany Dilantin in the battle to get seizures under control.

01/18/2009 through most of summer: Ed continues to have seizures, at first about a week apart, then two weeks, and finally after gradually increasing Lyrica dosages get them under control.

03/13/2009: Ed develops a DVT (deep vein thrombosis) . . . a blood clot in his leg. Starts daily injections of blood thinners to dissolve the clot and prevent more from developing.

03/2009: We begin to see big changes in Ed's physical appearance and abilities. He loses his hair. His face is slack and he becomes unable to walk and difficulty using his hands. There are periods of time when he is completely bedridden and wheelchair bound. His speech has become garbled and it becomes increasing difficult to understand him. Dr. Walpert urges us to bring in hospice. We talk with hospice and Ed and Mama agree it is not time for hospice at this point.

04/2009: MRI shows brain tumor has grown back and perhaps larger than orginal tumor. Dr. Splichal stops Temodar treatments, but approves Ed to begin treatment with Irinotecan and Avastin. Our family hosts a gospel singing with friends, Ed enjoys this very much, but he is very weak and suffers a seizure in front of friends and family.

05/2009: Ed regains some of his strength, starts getting himself in and out of bed again. Is able to help take care of himself again. This improves over the next month or so, to the point he is able to walk again, with the aid of his walker.

06/03/2009: Intravaneous chemo treatment with Irinotecan and Avastin begin. This treatment continues as this is written, received every other week at North Georgia Cancer Center in Athens, Georgia.

08/2009: MRI of the brain shows that Ed's brain tumor has reduced in size by half! Dr. Splichal approved continuing use of Irinotecan and Avastin.

08/30/2009: The seizures are back after four months of freedom from them. Ed sees his Mother at her nursing home when his family got together for a reunion; he had not seen her in about a year. After a long day visiting, Ed had a seizure. Sadly, on September 9th, upon returning home from chemo, Ed learned his mother had died.

09/30/2009: Another seizure and another medication adjustment. At this time, Ed is having a lot of the side effects associated with taking higher dosages of Lyrica; muscle weakness, headaches, confusion, blurry vision, sleepiness.

10/15/2009: Ed sees Dr. Mitchell, neurologist, today. Dr. Mitchell says Ed is a walking miracle. He says that he has never seen a GBM patient with a brain tumor that has gotten smaller. He urges Ed to keep taking the higher doses of Lyrica even with the side effects listed above, as he feels those side effects will lessen over time.

11/10/2009: Ed has a seizure after being seizure free for two months.

11/11/2009: Ed gets an MRI to check the progress of his chemo treatments on reducing the brain tumor. He will get the results one week from today, when he goes for his next chemo treatment.

Ed has come a long way. His family was told at the time of surgery to remove the initial brain tumor, he may live six months - he may live over a year. In March of this year, we were urged to bring in hospice, that the time was near. Ed and Mama refused hospice care, and Ed has fought to overcome his disease.

Ed has never complained about his illness, his treatments, his side effects or his lot in life. He has never asked 'Why me?' In fact, when asked, he has answered, 'Why not me'. I have seen him cry, he is human after all, but he has always pulled it together and regained his composure. When he cried, it seemed he cried for his kids and wife, not for himself. He has lost almost all of his speech abilities, but he uses hand gestures and answers questions with yes and no to communicate. Anyone who sees him sitting in a chair, would not guess he is battling a fatal disease. His hair has grown back, he weighs in at 191 pounds, he has intelligence in his eyes. He looks 'normal'.

Next Wednesday Ed finds out if his brain tumor continues to shrink, stayed the same size, or has grown. If it stayed the same or has shrunk, he will continue IV chemo treatments with Irinotekan and Avastin. These drugs inhibit the growth of cancer cells and cuts off the blood supply to existing tumors. We are praying that the miracle continues. He has made it exactly one year from the date of his first seizure. He probably had the tumor in his brain for one year prior to the first seizure. He had quit smoking one year, to the month, of the first seizure.

This illness has brought our family closer, and has brought Ed closer to God. He has had several people talk to him about his beliefs and I am happy to know he accepted Jesus Christ as his savior as a teenager and continues to beleive today. He reads a passage from the Bible daily and beleives if it is God's will he will be saved from this disease.

We are all happy that he has made it thus far. No, his quality of life is not excellent, but it is bearable. He is able to get himself in and out of bed, in and out of his wheelchair when it is needed, and is able to walk with the help of a walker. He feeds and bathes himself. He helps my mom with breakfast by getting the ingredients out of the fridge and flipping sausage in the pan. He smiles alot and laughs, and participates in conversations the best he can. He is still very opinionated. Even though he cannot talk very well and will often fall asleep while visiting with you, he is still Edward inside that brain! He still gives me driving directions when we go someplace and tries to tell me and my brother how to put plastic on the back porch.

We wait for the MRI results...it will be a long week!

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